][[``__.+.An UrBaN FaIrY's DiArY.+._

haaaayz lyf nga naman...sakit ha...pero kakayanin ko toh...i chose to be like this...kaya kakayanin ko talga toh...wala pa pumapasok sa mind ko ngun...basta...OuCh!

btw...ganda tlga ng lyrics ng song na toh...ganda na rin ng song...

We were strangers
Starting out on a journey
Never dreaming
What we'd have to go through
Now here we are
And I'm suddenly standing
At the beginning with you

No one told me I was going to find you
Unexpected, what you did to my heart
When I lost hope
You were there to remind me
This is the the start
CHORUS:
Life is a road, & I want to keep going
Love is a river, I want to keep flowing
Life is a road, now & forever
Wonderful journey
I'll be there when the world stops turning
I'll be there when the storm is through
In the end I want to be standing
At the beginning with you

We were strangers, on a crazy adventure
Never dreaming, how our dreams would come true
Now here we stand
Unafraid of the future
At the beginning with you

I knew there was somebody somewhere
Like me alone in the dark
Now I know my dream will live on
I've been waiting so long
Nothing's gonna tear us apart

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz...later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 11:08 AM

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talap... [Friday, August 26, 2005]

haaaaaaaayz...hassle tong araw na toh...i slept late na...tpos i had to wake up early din para painumin si poi ng medicine...tpos after lunch...inayos nmn room ko...tpos...nanghihina pa ko...huhuhuh...kaya allen did most of the work...ako nmn mga little stuff lng gnwa ko...like sweeping tska sorting ung mga bagay bagay...aun...tpos nung mga 9...dumating na sila oliver to fix the connection nung computer...grabe ang tagal ausin....mga 12:30 n ata nung ntpos cla...aun tpos...internet sandali...heto ngun maglalaro na ng RO...boost mode na! weeeeeeee...later mwah! sarap tulog ko nito...>.<

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 2:29 AM

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just an ordinary day... [Wednesday, August 24, 2005]

ala nangyari sakin ngung araw na toh...late na me n2log...mga 3:30 ata un...tpos pagcng gcng kasi si poi...i finally got out of bed nung mga 1:00 na...tpos aun...kain lunch...then balik sa room...nakabit na ung dsl...so mabilis bilis na net...haaaaaaaay salamat...then aun nag RO...una nagbrew kami master lego...tpos boost namin c bano...umalis si allen sa kalagitnaan ng boost...he went to sm manila...hehehe binili ako kinoko eh...tpos dinner muna ako...tpos pagbalik ko...sumama ako sa pvp...nothing much happened sa pvp...amf nmnkc talamak nsa ang GR at GTB...after nun...pinraktis ako sa PVP...una against sa mga wiz from other guilds...2 on 2...ciempers ala ako binatbat db...taranta pa rin sa pagpalit...tpos hinamon ni prom cla bong...aun 2 on 2 din kami...bong (wiz) grazey (priestess) vs me (wiz) sean (priest)...una napatay ako ni bong...T_T...pero naka-resbak din (chamba)...i killed him twice though...hehehehe...yaan niyo na...minsan lang ako mag-gloat...wahahahaha....tpos aun...nagalit ata c grazey...ayawan na...sabi ko slip na ako...pero here i am...nde pa rin tulog...hehehehe...aun...yan lang nangyari sa araw ko...ung ibang details sa akin na lang.../gg...later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 3:00 AM

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Wafak... [Sunday, August 21, 2005]

Halos ala rin nangyari ngung araw na toh...sa tatlong agenda ko na minention...isa lang ang natuloy...ung # 3. This is what happened...when we were about to leave poi-poi made pupu...ayun...prang nkita ko na may blood sa pupu nya...we had to rush the stool sample sa hospital para sa fecalysis...we had to wait for 1 hour bago makuha results so we decided to go to Quiapo na without poi. Allen then got his baon then we had a little chat with Thea. We left Quiapo ng mga 3:30. The results were to be released at 3:40 so sakto lng din. When we got to the hospital we took the results...poi-poi had ameobiasis...nde nmn daw alarming ung case nya...so in short bukas pu2nta kami kay Dr. Mendoza (poi's pedia) to have poi-poi checked again. Also, para mgbay n rin ung tamang medication to get rid of the friggin' ameoba that invaded my baby's wawang stomache. Then nagyaya na kami punta SM. Sinamahan kami ni papa...then ayun...bili ng kettle...groceries...and poi-poi's diapers, bibs and glucost hydrite. After nun...we went home na. Ngun i'm in front of the computer telling you what happened to my day...haaaaaaaaaaaaayz...sana maging ok na ang aking baby...wawa nmn eh...nangangayayat na...T_T...pls. pray for my baby's recovery...thanks so much!...later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 7:04 PM

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sunday...family day []

Here's my agenda for the day:

1) Go to Church
2) Go to Quiapo (dadalhin nmin poi)
3) Go to SM Manila (buy poi some pj's)

post ko na lang later mga nangyari today...haaaaaaaayz.later... mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 12:11 PM

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80%...Complete... []

Weeeeeee...i feel so happy today...dami ko dapat i-kwento i just don't know where to start...hahaha...tska na lang ako mgkkwento...nahihilo ako ngun eh...nde ata ako natunawan o_x. haaaayz..pero all i can say is that masaya ako!!! sobra...kahit na nagkaroon ng konting glitches eh ok lng...kahit na napagod ako...hahahaha...kasi nmn alang upuan amf...haaaaaaaaaaaaayz...Anna thanks so much for such a great day! mwah! (ganda ng jacket ko noh!) Gemay sori nde na tau ngkita...nde n kc ako pde beyond 5 pm...wawa nmn poi...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz...basta yan lang ang masasabi ko...ang buhay ko 80% complete na...sana malapit na maging 100%...^_^

i want to say thank you to all the people na pinayagan akong maging masaya even for one day lang...Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz! later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 12:20 AM

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Glad to know I'm not alone...^_^ [Friday, August 19, 2005]

haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz, two days of non-stop bickering...two days of feeling alone...but not anymore! I'm gald to know that I'm not alone. Now my will has become stronger, my thrust more powerful and the flame in my heart has been rekindled once more. I am ready to take any challenge that would block the path I have chosen. So many words have been said, both good and bad. I'll keep the good ones and disregard the bad. God will be the hand that'll pull me up when I fall down. He will be the ledge that will stop me from falling over. I entrust everything to him. Now my mind is set...I WILL MAKE IT!!!

Segway muna tayo...hahaha...i feel much better now tlga...as in! I haven't been doing much lately, just taking care of my baby. Yesterday, dapat nkabit na ung DSL kaso hinde pa kasi they said sira daw yung LAN card and that we had to replace it para makabit ang DSL. Kaso we somehow got suspicious kasi ang sabi ng tito ni Allen, dapat provided na raw ng PLDT ang LAN card. So later, tatawag ako sa pldt to ask kung ganun nga. Imagine, nag-offer pa ung magkakabit na meron daw silang binebentang LAN card for 600 pesos only. Pagnagkataon na kasama pala dapat ang LAN card lagot un! He might get fired...pero I'm not certain pa naman kung kasama nga. 8 am p kc ang simula ng working hours nila.

We went to SM Manila last night to buy na the computer table. We bought one na kaso sa Monday or Tuesday pa pala ma-dedeliver ung computer. :p Heto na naman ako sa craving ko for Kinoko. I bought two last night. Haaaaaaaaaayz.

Poi-Poi is getting better na. Yung stool niya is ok narin, it seems na ala na rin LBM. Hopefully maka-recover na cia fully. Nangayayat ang baby ko. T_T Pero determined ako na inbalik ung dati nyang body. Medyo hirap na ako patulugin si Poi, kasi gs2 na meme. :p Pinamihasa kasi ng Lolo at Lola eh. /swt

Hopefully tomorrow makalis ako. I rily nid some time off...

Well, yun pa lang nmn nangyayari sakin...update na lng ulit ako...later...mwah!

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I stabbed you once...You stabbed me thrice. ^_^

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 7:43 AM

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Welcome Back! [Wednesday, August 17, 2005]

Kharla, my dlsu blockmate and friend, called me up yesterday, it's been months since nagkausap kami. She said she's been in the Philippines for a month na kaso nde nya ako matawagan kc busy cia with her baby. 2 Months older ata si Keane kay Poi. Haaaayz...ala lang...miss ko lang kc si Kharla...dami na rin naming pinagdaanan mga kakulitan and problems...hahahaha! later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 9:26 AM

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Vienlie and Vielaelie []

I would like to introduce Vienlie (Bard) and Vielaelie. (Dancer) to the pRO world...hehehe...the new bard and dancer of Sustainer of the Realms. They are still both low-level characters but we are working on them. Sana lang makatulong sila sa siege...weeeee...^_^ (i'll post na lang their picture later, maintenance pa kasi eh)

Haaaaaayz, wish ko lang mag-99 na wiz ko T_T. Sana matupad...cnu kayang angel ang tutulong sakin...hmmmm...

Later...mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 9:04 AM

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Awakened ^_^ []

Gud mawnin'! I feel much better now. Poi-poi didn't make pupu last nyt, so hopefully his bowel movements have returned to normal. Newsflash! Poi-poi just made pupu and it ain't that watery anymore, it's got chunks na! Weee! I woke up and a feeling of happiness swept over me, ganda kasi panaginip ko! ^_^ I know that my future looks bleak right now, but i also know that when the right time comes, everything will fall into place, everything will be where they belong and that would be my time to shine. Of course, i'm not just gonay lay around and wait for that to happen, thing must change, I MUST CHANGE! I should learn how to prioritize and i should also learn to appreciate myself, i haven't done that for a long time. I should be happy with what i have right now and i should thank God (not just thru words but thru actions as well) for all the blessings he has given me. My promises will still stand, everything that i have said, i will make sure that i won't break even a single promise i have made. Change is a must right now. I have to start building the path that i will walk upon for me to be able to reach my future. It won't be perfect, there would be humps and bumps on that road, but one thing is for sure, i will move swiftly through those hurdles and someday i will be able to say " I made it!".

I WILL MAKE IT!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 8:25 AM

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Eyebags...defined... [Monday, August 15, 2005]

i've only had four hours of sleep today...T_T...my head hurts like hell...pero ok lang...we went to the hospital last night because poi-poi's fever reached 39 sumthing...and he was crying a lot...so i decided na lng to bring him last night than wait for the next day...according to the doctor he has a viral infection in his tummy...that's why he's making pupu...T_T...wawa baby...i was awake the whole night to keep an eye on him...i slept at around 8 in the morning...i was able to talk to anna pa...hahaha...finally after months na nde kmi nkgpusap...weeeeeee...miss u guys tlga...this saturday ha...amf gem...wat tym tpos ng class mo? anna told me hanggang 5 ka raw?? para ma-set nmn ntin ung time...cguro quad n lng tau or greenbelt...red box neone?? hehehe bahala na...hanggang hir n lng muna post ko...later mwah!

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 2:49 PM

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Yesterday... [Sunday, August 14, 2005]

nothing much happened yesterday...i woke up at around 7 or 8...for some reason bigla lang me nagising...i played my archer for a while...then prom boosted me for like 15 mins...nk 1% din nmn ako sa wiz ko...then i went back to sleep...Allen told me that by 12 we should get going na...kaso tulog pa kami lahat ng 12...hehehehe...we woke up uli ng mga 2pm...my cousin Ate Bebet (the one with the braint tumor...sob) dropped by...we had lunch together...lunch at 2pm...hehehe...we had to wait for her cuz she was talking to her brother on the phone...they haven't seen each other for 12 years na...since she left the States...i was also able to talk to my Kuya Kim...weeeee...sa Oct pala ang expected delivery date ni Ate Ellen...they're having a baby girl...he said the baby's healthy naman...and that he wanted a baby gurl...after lunch Allen and i got ready to go to Quiapo...before we left i pmed Master Lego to tell him that i was going to be a tad bit late...Allen dropped me off at SM Manila...there...i joined the siege na...amf talaga...ang dami ng Allience...that's not a typo btw...GG...ewan ko ba...buti n lng nakuha ng Zero Gravity nung last minute...at least ally ang nkakuha...after the siege i immediately went to Quiapo to make sundo my Baby and Allen...when i got there salubong ako ni Aleron...amf ang bigat naa nung batang un...hayz...sa su2nod si Poi-Poi nmn ang ganun na kalaki...Ate Angie came over nga pala to play with poi for a bit...then nung mga 7pm...we decided to go home na...poi slept all throughout the ride home...when we got home na...i opened the computer and wafak...nagloloko ang net...so Allen suggested na we play outside na lang...so nagpaalam kami kay Mommy...so there...we played RO outside...he boosted my archer...sa HO first then nauwi rin kami sa Peno kasi nmn...amf dami tao sa HO...weeeeeee...job 50 n rin archer ko...w8 ko na lang Bard ni Allen...it was my turn to boost his archer naman...so nagpa2level kami...then nagyaya cla Prom na mag-arena...at first reluctant ako kc ciempre boost ko Allen...nkkhiya nmn nagpuyat cia para palevel ung archer ko...pero he said it was ok if i went...so ayun sumama ako...ang saya...hehehe...kaso we weren't able to finish it kasi kulang na sa time...LOV nga kasi eh...hahahaha...tao lang po...anyways...after nun...we went home na...pag uwi nmin Ate Ren and Ron were in the sala...wala lang...kwentuhan for a bit...then pumanik na kami sa room...Poi-Poi was asleep...then after about ten minutes...nagising na...weeeeeeee...sarap ng ngiti ng baby ko whenever he wakes up and sees me...hahahaha...priceless! ayun...nilaro ko sandali si Poi...then i offered to play Allen's archer...nplevel ko cia ng mga at leat 5 base levels ata...after nun...mga 3 na ata...suko na ako...sakit na ng shoulders ko and inaantok na ako...so aun...i slept na...nothing happened daw yesterday eh noh!!! hahahahahaha...cge tulog n tlga ako ulit...antok pa ako...mwah! later......

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 9:06 AM

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sowee... []

i failed to mention in my last post that Allen surprised me with 3 long white stemmed roses and a charm bracelet...hehehe...exchange gift dun sa binigay ko sa kanya...the roses smelled soooooooo sweet...grabe it filled the air in my room...one of my weaknesses...roses...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz...it was sweet of him...we have been talking...but things are still so magulo...hopefully lahat ma-settle na cuz gs2 ko ng mtahimik...

starting today...i'll try to post everyday...kung ano mga ginwa ko for that particular day...sana nga lang magawa ko...heheheheh...haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayz...cge tulog n muna me ulit...later

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 9:01 AM

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uhmmm... [Thursday, August 11, 2005]

these past days...sabog na naman ako...hahaha...my mind has been outta this world...sobrang pressured...problems...pero at least my brain was still able to process lahat ng dumadagsa sa kanya.../swt...sooooooooooooobraaaaaa...dami iniisip...pero as i've said sa last po ko...decisions have been made...again...i will try to change whatever needs changing...to make it all work out...but now kelangan tlga wag mag-rush...i will take my time...go with the flow...ung mga promises ko...ciempre they still stand...i need to make sure that i'm not gonna break any of the promises i've made...haaaaaaaayz...life nga naman...ang daming kaartehan...pero sige...i will go with the flow...hahahaha...live each day to the fullest...be happy...i won't run away from my problems anymore...i will confront them head on!!! basta...bahala na...again...i will go with the flow...yan ang motto ko ngun hahahaha...i guess up to here na muna ako...iyak na poi eh...later...

~* Mystique Mallow *~

cast the spell at: 9:34 PM

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